16/10/2010

heart so tired.... no motivation continue to study......in the long sem im take 4 subject failed 1subject oso cnt get 2.00.....im dun know hw to continue study.....next sem is short im sure got a lot of stress n suffer waiting me.....if touch wood short sem X.X sure cnt continue study jor......so next sem for me is very very important........ >< muz get 2.00....no excuse......next sem hope cn get 2.5o.....plz....god bless me....... ><

霎時感動 001 (天堂與地獄)

7/10/2010 12.07am

nw consider wan go to KL or nt??????? fan fan fan !!!! >< bec im dun hv money but im wan go there play play....im oso scared when im go there juz stay at house im dun wan like tat........if im cum there no ppl peduli me then hw ?????? im wan to KL walk walk n shopping.........haiz......
wan go or nt ?????

26/9/2010

2mr Ktar start the new sem.............hope them have a nice new sem.........UTAR student stil gt 2 day finish exam.....jia you..........^^nw im my sem break.........hihi.......haven plan my sem break.........lucky tis few day oso bz......1st is go to mei mei there celebrate mooncake festival........then bek bidor settled something............then aonther day go bek choong hua watching performance bec of Pn.kok retirement.......next day go to ipoh yumcha.........hihi..............ltr go bek kampar...........2mr bek bidor.............bz bz bz !!!!!!!!!!n no money jor ><

yesterday 25/9/2010

yesterday go to ipoh.........even thought juz fong fong , jia qi n her frend n me..........few ppl oso enjoy it.........ltr need go bek kampar..........go tired..........today taekwondo ppl grading hope thier all pass............bec no ppl accompany me bek........yu ling today went to singapore working.......hope her anything will be ok.........jia you..........2mr bek bidor.......hihi

disappointed ~~~

when im bek to taekwondo club totally different jor.....np ppl peduli me.....last time when im bek sir or madam muz ask me something....but nw im in front of them, but walk through they dun wan peduli me langsung.....happen oo????? beginning is love nw is disappointed .....dun wan bek jor...bec no frend at there,....when im think bek tat day still feel sad....so miss my frend during last time we training together....^^

today is my convo...

actually convo is happy , but gt some ppl made me angry then im no mood ald......tis time convo ceremony so sien, bec gt a lot of frend din cum, after tis convo im only know actually im at DAC3 is no frend de....tis convo im so sad, dun know y????? izit, is my problem ????im really miss fei gor gor them during diploma time, but nw.....haiz....totally different jor.....hope them have a nice day....hope im at UTAR cn graduate.....degree is my last convo ceremony, hope dun like tis time,plz!!!!!now im only knowACTUALLY im dun have frend de.....=='''

UTAR mid term test

mid term test coming liao.......got a lot im haven study yet, sat mid term got 2 test.....haiz....it is very difficult for me.....hope at the finally my lecture wil gv full answer 4 us......im wan improve my english....bec im really dun know lecture say at class.......so suffer....

STUPID UTAR.......better go to die la....

juz nw im say wan change the time table the stupid say fixed ald.....im got 1 class actually im gt frend ald.....she cn share the note 4 me.....yesterday changes my tutorial class to timetable is late late de.......the stupid school so stupid......lecture class 6pm-8pm......UTAR cn hire some clever staff ar?????all oso self-fish, and stupid.....wat oso say cnt cnt !!!!!we pay money ald,then them say not enough resources u thuoght im stupid de???we pay a lot of money, 1 subject RM750 at the school gt hw many ppl oo???? not enough resources ?????go to die la.....wat oso need to wait wat oso say im try im try......actually dun know them really got try or nt?????im think they juz lazy do extra work, then say soli cnt changes ald....plz la....dun say stupid thing to us la....tis school so cheaper....nw im so menyesal go there study.....go there study so suffer, and some stupid lecture oso idiot.....if u no experince plz la.....dun teaching us la.....better back kampong take cow shit la.....STUPID !!!!!!!

camp at Teluk Intan

2mr start camp, hope 2mr start every thing is great thing bad thing all throw to dustbin.....
hope evey thing will be ok.....bec next week is 2nd week in UTAR,hope dun have any accidently happen.....plz.....Im really need GOD to bless me....

5/6/2010 (1.20am)

juz nw yumcha v siak wei only know about the ptpn need write letter only cn continuous borrow ptptn......juz nw heard he say very difficult course is accounting (top 1)......nw im so scared cnt graduater v merit.....even thought im so study hard only get pass.....then im will die.....and tat mean im ald max in diploma level.....im heard my frend say a lot of ppl in diploma level CGPA get 3.5 above iN UTAR only get 2.5.....nw im so scared it....and feel so stress, im scared im cnt handle tis.....may be im cnt same class v sha po them....bec im got 1 course different v them.....hope in the class im cn get a best frend....i juz need one only, im would not tamak de......god bless me....another subject hope cn same class v sha po them....plz.....
nw im so miss in KTAr life, bec at there we like a baby, a lot of thing we no need do, the staff wil prepared to us.....and some note lecture wil using simple word to us,4 us easy to understood it.....if we dun know cn ask lecture in tutorial or in consultation hours......even thought in class them all 'boykot' me at least im got fei gor gor.....but nw no ppl cn hlp me ald......
i feel study so stress, i scared im cnt tahan tis feeling.....im so suffer......any thing im oso scared for example,ptptn,add/drop subject,take ID card,in the class dun know got assignment group or nt???? dun know in class got frend or not????dun know got ppl hlp me or nt????next week im need go to settle my study item....got one subject is different v them.....nw im so scared in the class no old classmate or frend.....hopeful dun like tat.....at least got one frend at there.....plz....GOd bless me....

stress !!!!!!!!

im miss liao ptptn loan application........no mood ald......hope next ptptn cn get it........bec im really no money to recovered my thing alr.....any thing oso need money.....MONEY MONEY MONEY......my frend almost go to working liao....even thought hv a good result oso dun wan continuous study.....jun fui oso go bek ipoh working.....natalie oso.....dun know she really go to working or go another place continuous study......haiz....recently so stress,so many thing im haven setttle,im haven pay fees, haven go to application UTAR student ID, haven go to asking about the ptptn loan....so many thing haven done yet.....im so enjoy stay at home feel....even thought stay at home ntg to do....at least din feel stress and tired.....im so enjoy stay at home the freedom feel....i like it...^^....hope after 2mr cn settle apart of thing 1st.....hope cn fast fast finish my thing 1st....GOD blessing me.....lucky got sha po hlp me......tq.....^^....have a nice day....

haiz~~soli dad

2day so fan so tired.....go to kampar utar settle my offer letter then need go to ktar settle my convocation thing ltr go to danish house there register my hostel thing.....nw oso need fan PTPTN thing juz nw heard lai yee say deadline is 30th of may....hope dun too fast deadline bec im haven buy anything.....my parent really got financial problem,plz GOD blessing him.....im c he oso stress bec im waste a lot of money alr....1st is go to kl pay the hostel deposit, rental, expenses....around RM 700 juz 4 few day stay in kl 4 study advaced....then he say wan me bek kampar study UTAR.....then need spend around RM500 for rental, deposit.....oso need pay around RM1760 for fees......then he oso spend around RM2000 buy laptop 4 me......im know he very stress nw....so nw im oso need save some money liao......if like tat im cn reduce my dad stress......PTPTN plz dun too fast deadline////plzand oso ID card hope ktar cn approve my id 4 me.....bec it is very urget 4 me....if not im will die de......tis few day so stress....dun know hw.....working stress study oso stress....c my dad bec of me then he fan money 4 me to study oso apologize him.....

SOLI dad....if im cn borrow PTPTN muz return the money to u.....thakz dad ^^

dun play....

16th of may go to kl.....carry out all thing go there 4 study advanced.....17th 0f may start study,at there so big,many ppl at there,from SAD go to SBS need a lot of time....the library so big, got a lot reference book......at there oso gt wash room......lecture class oso totally different compared with kampar campus......but at there more stress than kampar.....until monday im cnt tahan the stress....then my father always kacau me n always say UTAR better than KTAR......he hen fan......as the result he win ald.....lucky UTAR approve me....if not im oso dun know hw....haiz......go to kl im total lost around RM 700 include deposit rent......haiz....nw im so poor liao.....hope go to UTAR have a nice day....^^

haiz~graduate v pass

graduate v pass only....a lot of ppl oso graduate v merit....no mood.....ah bao oso cn get graduate v merit.....very stupid is me....haiz....so hurt....diploma oso cn get graduate v merit go to advanced im sure die....haiz.....

yesterday bek from KL--Genting Trip ^ ^

1st time eat 'shit'...haha....actually it is choloclate ice cream....im 1st go to T-BOWL, tis restaurant so nice, but a bit expensive....

tis trip im so happy and so funny, bec with jia qi, fong fong,jordan tien n he boyfrend, kar yan,and me....even thought is3 days 2night short trip,cn enjoy in trip it is very suang de.....haha....but im din buy any clothes haiz.....sad.....

in Genting so suang....we go tat day林子祥concert....and kar yan go to 舞台play puzzle....the point is my cn go to casino......hahaha....im 1st time go to casino, the place so nice at there so many ppl at there play, even thought at miodnight still got many aunt n uncle at inside there gambling....Fong fong oso go there play...haha....but her lose RM20....but got 1 casino im cnt go in....the stupid security guard block me....haiz....im din c my senior...haiz so sad...

dun know y ???? where we going im oso cn c my DAC class mate.....dun know it's lucky or bad lucky????? go to T-bowl c my hometown frend n 1 class mate.....then go to genting oso c 1 classmate....haiz....but anyways im really enjoy tis trip....haha ^^ wish u all have a nice day....^^

hapi ^^

today so happiy ar....bec chee seng 5 me cum out yumcha...^^even thought time no c oso got a lot of topic to talk....he frend oso very nice....bec bu hao yi shi....bec need he belanja me n lai yee e....anyway im so thanks he"ah hao".....hope they have a nice day....

2mr im need to check out liao....haiz....hope 2mr MYOB dun so difficult....im very enjoy 2day n so hapi...if evey day oso like tat....haha....so suang....^^2day is my last time go to kampar pasar malam walk walk liao...n cut new hair....suang suang~~~~~~haha

bye bye KAMPAR....

haiz....2mr need check out my room.....so sad.....bu shi de...kampar, im stay there around 3 years jor...at there gt a lot of memory include bad n nice de....nw bu shi de my singer room wan say bye bye liao...my lovely 2380c5....haiz

Cnt graduate in DIPLOMA

haiz....nw no mood ar....bec of failed AUDITING....tis time so difficult, bec tis subject cnt gradute so sad...haiz...if really cnt gradute dun know cn do wat????i wan go to become dun know cn or nt????bec my result so bad....nw i wan go to UTAR study ar....bec my frend at there....besides that, advanced so difficult ar....im oso dun know y last time i wil choose KTAR?????may be is more cheaper and not need repeat juz resit gua.....loast time i alr paid KL rent liao....dun oso dun know....nw im total lost around RM 600 more haiz....lucky my parent gv RM 300 another money is my money to paid the rent....haiz....HOPE cn graduate....jia you ING...^^

Bad mood...

still gt 2 day for me to study AUDITING....until nw i haven study yet....so stressful....until nw im oso wat im study....no idea to study...nw so scare im cnt graduate the diploma level....im c a lot of frend choose UTAR....but me choose KTAR...nw i so scare wil choose wrong....gt any ppl gv some idea 4 me?????hope im go to KTAR is correct....GOD blessing me///plz

SORRY ~~jia qi

about the ABC soup....actually is my problem ,penitenceto scold jia qi...may be tat day im no mood so "pi qi" not good.....hope u forgive me...soli jia qi....

fina exam

2day im bek from kampar...then straight away go to lecturer ask about my coursework mark luckily all pass....but gt one bad news is ma ma so harkworking at advanced diploma oso have resit....im so scare im cnt graduate in advanced diploma....ma ma so smart oso failed....cham la...hope god blessing me at diploma cn graduate 1st....plz....graduate diploma onli think another cases.....next wednesday wan exam jor....until im haven starting my study......cham lo....no mood study....bec the laptop at ny room....dun know is bad thing or good thing....
ING study lor...fast fast....dun on9 lo...

fei gor gor and me

tat guy is my 'GOD'....hw to say ???? when im facing problem im will he to hlp me to solve it....Especially in study....we oso need move to KL...but at the KL we may be totally different liao...bec kl nt same v KL so convenient, juz go to opposite then cn find he to solve my question....may be at KL he will start to busy for working and study....im go to KL hope cn find some ppl like fei gor gor, then cn hlp me solve my question....at here im very thanks fei gor gor hlp me a lot, a lot and a lot....N very Soli is im always 'fan' he and kacau he....Beside tat, he oso spend sometime to teach me something...im very happy cn be ur frend....im think u very unfortunately bec im always kacau u....anyway very THANKS, and SOLI to u.....hope go to kl cn reduce kacau fei gor gor la....and hope cn always join together yumcha v chee hoe them....

Qing ming je

family and me go to qin ming so hot....even thought tat day juz a few ppl go only.....they burn a lot of thing....inside got a lot of money, clother,and so on....im think buy thing oso need spend a lot money to buy it.....Once year one time for the qin ming festival some relative din bek from KL...so very year juz few ppl bek for tis festival, im very miss during im small tat times, bec at tat time gt a lot ppl bek, and together clear the 'kubu' but nw...haiz...im very miss during im still small tat time...bec gt any festival they muz bek bidor de....but nw...haiz

Delicious Dinner...thqnks lai yee's father

tis dinner so expenvise....around RM114....more expensive is the fish....im very like eat the fish, so delicious, and look very nice....it is need to tq lai yee's father....tq uncle.....bec he belanja us eat this delicious dinner....so good....bec the chicken so spicy...im cnt tahan.....may be is my problem....

after eating we go to tesco shopping....so suang ar....im wan leave kampar jor...hope next time got tis chance cum bek there joining together playing, chating.....

Jia qi n ing

she is my another best housemate...."yor hu" is her always say de....^^...im very happy cn v her become frend....she like my sister, sometimes im feel very sad or unhappy im will told her 1st....dun know y ??? when im facing problem during tat time im muz find jia qi 1st....maybe in my heart she ald become my sister jor....last time she bring me go to west lake theme park there....at there the place is so nice.....another im really wan tq jia qi is she always borrow laptop 4 me do assignment, play game,and online.....when im sad u always comfort me and sometimes bring some happiness 4 me....sometimes study together....actually im very enjoy tis life...hope go to kl gt like jia qi housemate.....Thanks JIA QI.....^^

Sha sha ING

sha sha Ing....U wan change ur attitude ar.....if nt ur life will like DAC3 life.....if u dun wan like plz....plz more hardworking and CHANGE ATTITUDE......dun always angry, scold ppl, always unhappy, when hate someone oso dun put in to the face if nt u will nt frend de......hope go to kl gt a lot of frend....im dun like kampar life...no frend.....im hate tis life....and feel very stressful like especially in assignment....so cham so cham and so cham.....ING u need always smile,smile and smile....^^

my Favourable Bottles....

im make a few for my housemate hope they like lar......actually tis item is my first time make only....im oso enjoy make it...haha....im oso like tis bottle....even thought nt so nice.....my bottle will keep carefully de....haha

my best housemate ~fong fong~

3 years.....fong fong v me become housemate or best frend is 3 yeras ald....tis figure nt so long or too short....but in tis 3 years for me have many many memory even thought is good or bad im oso v fong fong together.....Epsecially in my very sad moment i always 5 fong fong to reduce my stressful or unhappy.....im very happy cn become fong fong friend......fong fong tq ar.....tq u when im happy or unhappy u always with me...and soli if sometime i scold u, or argue v u......maybe tat time im no mood .....

after tis month im want sign out ald....u wan take care ar....so sad ar....wan leave 2380c/5 jor.....hope when im go to kl study cn keep in touch fong fong....^^and hopefully go to kl have like person fong fong in my hostel....im very miss during certificatein the final exam tat time only gt fong fong v me in the hostel only....but anyway hope we friendship 4 even....FONG FONG

Bec oF doNatiOn blOod

haiz.....tis is my 3rd donation blood jor......but during donation blood the nurse bully me.....after donation blood my hand become like tat one week alr,until nw haven cover yet....lucky my father don't know im go to donation blood if nt im muz die......haiz....hope cn fast fast cover back...plz

im love my 2380 housemate

tis photo so sweet n warm.....im very thanks my house mate celebrate birthday v me.....even thought tis pic nw only upload.....but tis pic cn gv me so many sweet memory......tq u all 2380 housemate.....hope u all have a nice day......thanks...im won't 4gt tis sweet memory in my heart.....^^

blur day

2day the whether very good.....but afternoon wan stay at hlp my mother or go out relax ???? so fan ar.....

so miss during my certificate life

juz nw im heard one song......actually the song include a lot of memory 4 me........ever thought inside gt good n bad memory but im very miss during my certicate in college life........im very miss my frend.....expecially jee yee,blake, kok fai, fong fong.......bec of them im only hv a never 4gt memory in kampar......im very tq them.......unlucky is some go to working, some go to study,nw cnt like during tat time enjoy to play.......if im without fong fong my life is dark.......fong fong very tq u ar.....if no u i think im everyday oso alone person....hope gt one chance gt during certicate frend to play together......im suddenly miss them n join they the life is more funny,happy the point is without stress juz always argue only......hope the cn tis chance 4 me, cn join them back....plz

haha

2day so happy bec gt a lot of ppl go to stimbot.....hope next time cn like tat.....^^